KaTria

I don’t trust it ….I’ll catch u slipping

Something is not right and I know it, my feelings are hurt ….. But what’s done in the dark will come to the light I’m justsaying….

up with my sister Raven having fun with her …talking about everything ! fun times with her = ) 

So today is the 14th day of the month of February of the year 2012 ….. And idk what I am doing today but right now I am in my feelings! I have not been in my feelings in a while but today I am… I just realized how nice I am to ppl who treat me bad most of the time… How I really use to get bullied in elementry school and middle school… Like I really don’t have friends now.. like at all except for Devin when He is home I can always count on him…. It’s like idk I can’t explain it but I feel lonely all the time like I can’t fit in…. I don’t have no friends at school now I do everything by myself! It’s not like I don’t try to communicate with other ppl bc I really do… It’s just like nothing works …maybe God has other plans for me in life but I dont know what they are… I guess I will have to wait for my blessing… I have blessings now like a home,food,job,boyfriend, family but I dont feel like I belong… So idk… I’m about to go take a nap bbw….. Happy Valentine’s day !! :-)

So today is the first day of my 2nd year at coppin state university. And I’m in government right now -_- and my new professor is so boring like ugh ! I’m typing this blog from my bb to stay a wake bc no one is replying to my text! Ugh and this class is from 5:20 - 7:50 like wtf ! Really my longest and boring class of the day. Nd he is still talking . I hope I make it these 15 weeks w/him . Wish me luck guys

So my bff name *the name I call him* is budd ! Me and him have been bff since we were 14 years old ! He is my everything and right now he is going threw something and it hurts me bc I can’t help him like I want to. He is always there 4 me threw all my drama w/my dad even my drama w/other guys ! He has been my back bone to c him hurt, it hurts me so bad like I want to cry. I feel bad bc I can’t help him, I really want to but idk how ! He doesn’t even know what’s wrong w/him ! Smh but it still sucks to c him hurt. I really think he just misses home, my bff is a marine. And right now his home is Hawaii , so it really hard 4 me to help him bc he is so far away, he won’t tlk to me or anything ! He keeps hanging up on me idk wat to do to make him happy again. Maybe he just needs some space. Idk but I love him so much. And I want him to b happy again.